I know why you do not turn
and look back at me
Leaving behind your home you have come
To the house of the lord today.
You spent your days playing with dolls
Carelessly and with ease, never knowing
That there was a game of hearts
to be played
With streaming tears. How could you
Play that game in a second'sfleeting glance?
I know why you do not turn
and look back at me.
I know why you do not turn
and look back at me
You did not know that eyes could get lost
In other eyes and speech slowly sink into silence.
There was none then but you,
Only the home was there and no outer world,
And your eyelashes had a black shade
And at their bright edges were no tears.
Then you did not know any deception.
Iknow why you do not turn
and look back at me.
I know why you speak no words.
Then the creepers did not embrace your feet
As you walked along the woodland path.
You picked the flowers with abandon then
And the thorns picked not your fingers.
But you did not know that with the garland
The heart could wither, too,
That loveliness could weep silent tears
Behind the veil of garrulity.
I know why you speak no words.
I know your secretiveness, clever girl.
You did not know that your cheeks were not red
Like pomgranates,
And that your timid feminine mind
Trembled like the creeper
Over-burdened by the weight of bees,
And that the more you wadted to speak
The more you it wound itself round your threat,
And bade you to silence, and that
The more your eyes wanted to see
The more your shyness, clever girl!
I know, timid girl, what a miracle this is !
You never knew that looking at one's own self
One could grow so afraid,
You were told of the male as rude and hard;
You saw the stone
And did not pay the homage of your heart.
You know not that the heart touching the stone
Could turn into a touch-stone, too.
I know, timid girl, what a miracle this is!
Iknow why you are so afraid,
The hunger of your soul
Is whispering on the banks of your body.
The jesmine- fragrance of your budding bosom is in the air,
The petats cannot keep it shut
The more you want to hide yourself
The more you reveal.
Today all your smoothered words are laid bare
Round the curves of your body
I know ehy you are so afraid.
Iknow why you cannot speak freely, my dear.
The nightingale has murmured to you in secret
His yearnings.
how could it know of what
You pined ti hear?
The lover spoke the same words
In the same fashion raising his eyes.
Who knew that those iron fingers
Had such magic in them ?
I know why you cannot speak freely, my dear!
I know why you wear no jewels.
For the touch of sorrow has made all your body gold .
One adornes the painted goddess with jewels
What need of them for her/who herself is gold?
The measureless pining of the heart
Flow along the banks of your body,
And today pain worships your body beauty.
I know why you wear no jewels!
I know they cannot unfathom your mystery .
You sent to sleep a vergin maiden at night
And woke up in the morning a bride .
They swim through the frothy bubble above ,
They do not know that the pearl sinks down.
The pearl is cost,
And the oystershell of thy eyes is drowned in tears.
When the burden of pain is too heavy to bear
Then only is the heart lost and ruined !
O wretched woman,
How can you make other stand
The pity of it!
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