Nirmalendhu Goone
Joy at the End of Waiting


  There were a few fishes in the imagination of this man.
  In the hope of making them real he had come
  to the abandoned pond covered with water in the pond,
  wherever there was water there was the verdant hyacinth,
  an eye-smoothing mass of green. 
  There could have been a single uncoveredpatch, 
  but there was none.
  THE Man would not have had to make the effort of pulling out
  some of the hyacinth if there was a little spot
  for him to dip his fishing line

  Waist- deep in water, he carefully cleared 
  a neat circle of dark water.
  Piling the bunches of pulled-out hyacinth 
  he made a cushion to sit upon,
  He then made himself comfortably upooon the seat,
  took a pleasurable puff of the' bidi.'
  Having measured the depth of the water,
  he fixed the fly on his line, thraded an ant-larva
  on the hook, and placed his fancy in the water.

  But where were those fishes?
  As the day grew older doubt began to overcome the old hunter.
  It seemed to him that the fishes of the imagination 
  were getting lost, llost in ever deeper sec recies.
  On the edge of the po9nd, he was all alone, not a sound anywhere.
  A cow had strayed over to chew on the hyacinth,
  and he had chased her away.
  What could be a more ideal fishing envieonment than this? 
  The hunter felt disconcerted,restless, like KrishnamachariSreekant
  on the cricket crease, scoreless as yet without a run .
  He looked  this way and that; tapped the water tenderly
  wishing as though to speak in a telegraphic tongue
  to the fishes of his imagination.
  He lit  the extinguished 'bidi'.
  appraching ev ening shadows
  cavorted on the dark pond water.
  Nothing much was visible in the dark
  besides the white of the fly made of jute-stem pith.

  Physical wearinessmingled with the shame of the day's mischance
  was, by then, transformingtheold hunter into a new being.
  He saw the hyacinth-covered, dilapidated pond becoming
  and a schoolof thousands of sharks 
  rushing towards him,their saw-teeth held aloft!

  Under normal conditions, he should have been froghtened.
  But, surprisingly, all the hunter felt in his heart.
  was the joy at the end of waiting.
        
Translation: Farida Majid