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"The Surly One"
When true love broke my heart in half,
I took the whisky from the shelf,
And told my neighbours when to laugh,
I keep a dog, and bark myself.

Ghost cries out to ghost -
But who's afraid of that?
I fear those shadows most
That start from my own feet.
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I Knew a Woman

I knew a woman, lovely in her bones,
When small birds sighed, she would sigh back at them;
Ah, when she moved, she moved more ways than one:
The shapes a bright container can contain!
Of her choice virtues only gods could speak,
Or English poets who grew up on Greek
(I'd have them sing in chorus, cheek to cheek).

How well her wishes went! She stroked my chin,
She taught me Turn, and Counter-turn, and Stand,
She taught me Touch, that undulant white skin;
I nibbled meekly from her proffered hand;
She was the sickle; I, poor I, the rake,
Coming behind her for her pretty sake
(But what prodigious mowing we did make).

 

 

In a Dark Time

In a dark time, the eye begins to see,
I meet my shadow in the deepening shade;
I hear my echo in the echoing wood--
A lord of nature weeping to a tree,
I live between the heron and the wren,
Beasts of the hill and serpents of the den.

What's madness but nobility of soul
At odds with circumstance? The day's on fire!
I know the purity of pure despair,
My shadow pinned against a sweating wall,
Or winding path? The edge is what I have.

A steady storm of correspondences!
A night flowing with birds, a ragged moon,
And in broad day the midnight come again!
A man goes far to find out what he is--
Death of the self in a long, tearless night,
All natural shapes blazing unnatural light.

Dark,dark my light, and darker my desire.
My soul, like some heat-maddened summer fly,
Keeps buzzing at the sill. Which I is I?
A fallen man, I climb out of my fear.
The mind enters itself, and God the mind,
And one is One, free in the tearing wind.

 



The Waking

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.
I learn by going where I have to go.

We think by feeling. What is there to know?
I hear my being dance from ear to ear.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.
What falls away is always. And is near.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I learn by going where I have to go.

 

 

Epidermal Macabre

Indelicate is he who loathes
The aspect of his fleshy clothes, --
The flying fabric stitched on bone,
The vesture of thehalfroe.jpg (12535 bytes) skeleton,
The garment neither fur nor hair,
The cloak of evil and despair,
The veil long violated by
Caresses of the hand and eye.
Yet such is my unseemliness:
I hate my epidermal dress,
The savage blood's obscenity,
The rags of my anatomy,
And willingly would I dispense
With false accouterments of sense,
To sleep immodestly, a most
Incarnadine and carnal ghost.

 

 

    On the Death of Theodore Roethke
    by William Witherup

     

    The papers say he died in a swimming pool,
    but that's not the way that poets go.
    A poet's exit is terrible: as his hour
    approached the wind began to blow,
    rattling against the windows of his study.
    Below the lake shuddered; fish grew still.
    Above the light soured like spoiling grapefruit.
    He listened and heard the awful rupture
    of petals and stems and a chorus of worms
    singing in the compost. He laid down his pen
    and went out, feeling the weight of his flesh,
    sensing his time of singing was done,
    he who had turned the world into honey.
    And he moved through his garden like a heavy bee,
    his dark suit gathering a bloody pollen.

    Reprinted from Quickly Aging Here: Some Poets of the 1970s
    Edited by Geof Hewitt. Anchor Books, Doubleday, NY, 1969.

     

     


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